*da WeEkeNd~!
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: *i dont wanna knO*
WOAH...long weekend...im energetic...um but for sum reason im yawnin lol...lets see friday night...FUN ZONE aka:dumbzone aka:skate center...damn okies newayz..um i brought mikee...mainly for tori aint i a good friend? lol...lets see..too much drama in da damn place...lol member dis tori* FUCK I JUS HADA PEE...I AINT FIGHTIN NO ONE I GOTA DAMN SKIRT ON* lmao...see all tha fightin...whats this world comin too?o lets see the person who cracked me up tha most...*KRISTA* *IM CRAZY IM CRAZY* lmao...o n brian r lil *ball sucker* haha...lets see sat...spent all day at tha lake pimpin it..MET A TOTAL HOTTIE at tha rock...*tony* haha...can we say STEROIDS? ummm yea newayz...i jumped off da rock again...dat sum scary shit ...still aint got tha balls to do it off tha very top....but atleast i aint jumpin off chicken rock haha...*COUGH* RYAN*COUGH*...umm then today(sun) we went to columbus shoppin...i saw robert..i think thats his name...DREWS LIL BUDDY...if it was him i shoulda cussed him out for callin me at 4 in da damn mornin...n ewayz in hot topic...I FOUDN MY PINK IMPACTS..YAY...then i saw...umm sumones mom i cant member n they said they saw ALEAH n i was like hell nah so i called tha hoe n met her up in dere lol...o n the lil gay man didint like my pink shoes aleah...PINK ISNT HIs color...shit coulda fooled us haha...umm old navy...got sum stuf..o yea... THE ONLY THING THAT WAS LIKE *TOTALLY* awesome..u kno not the norm was the *hornets* shirt from AE...omg its *bgards* colors n erthang..amy had it os i made aleah get one too...we haveta pimp em at da games...I SWEAR IF THEM BITCHES SHOw UP WIT EM...ima lay off in sum ass lol...this gay black guy was our waiter at *golden rule*ps...that place isnt all that good NEWAYZ...THE WAITER...i was like OMG THATS SO MALCOLM IN TEN YEARS AHAH...newayz im get off here..im breakin in my shoes lmao...LUV YALL *MEG*

*poem*
Mood:  irritated
i thought i needed to write this...

bestfriends yeah right...thats what u
use to say, i thought we were kool,
I THOUGHT EVERYTHINg WAS OKAY.

maybe i was just fooling myself,
maybe i thought it was
all jus me, how could u make me feel this low,
why couldnt you jus open ur eyes n see?

ive seen people do this before,
talk about people behind their backs,
but not in our frienship,
what do u mean im on the wrong track?

ima good person, and i kno u can be too,
but y are u doing this, what did i do?
how did i offened u with my desions or choices,
i am me, and i wont conform and listen to all these voices.

the voices of society,telling you to conform,
why since i dont judge, ur the one to scorn...?
i should be the one angry, because u dont give them a
chance,ur the one losing, only judging by a glance...

*meghan bledsoe 07.30.04*

blues
Mood:  down
Now Playing: here without u baby...god great song for my mood
im really blue now...i typed a super long entry...n the power went out...i guess ima type...a lil bit of it now...but its not really important to me right now...now im like really lonely for sum reason...that song makes me think..wish it wouldnt have come on...good memories n memories of me really bein here withoutt u baby...o well...gosh...im really depressed...dont kno what it is...*boredom*.*sleepiness*.*lonliness*.*summer being over*.thats a big one...summer is over...damn...i guess im kinda glad tho...i wont have an excuse not to be with my firends every single day...which is good...i guess im kinda scared too...new school...kinda new people...not really...guess thats the good tihng bout being form a small skool...im anxious...i dont think nething will change except u kno more opportunities to have fun lol...uhhh but im really pissed cuz i mean my friends are really lettin me down lately...i mean me n tori got into it, me n mike kinda, me n lace big time, n me n aleah...im worried bout my rep now..wasnt until lacey made sum commments...ok look im not *wild*...i dont tihnk newayz michael...i mean i dont think i should take offense to u sayin that about me...becuz i dont tihnk u said it offensively...or would ever say nething offensive torwards me...lacey on the other hand really hurt me...i mean..i dont think i do nething wrong...i think ima normal kid...jus b/c i dont hang around with jus *the preps*...im automatically labeled as being te wild one thats guna do bad things...i think thats very judgemental of her..she blamed everything said on mike..im not mad n i dont really care quite frankly...if ur a true friend u will be there for me no matter what stupid shit i get into...and for that matter if im havin probs u should be there for me even more so...i really dont get it...i guess growing up over the years u find a very small group of people that u can actually call *friends*...n i put some people n that category tihnkin they will always stay...but as u see...that doesnt always happen...im scared im overexaggerating what she said...but i mean damn...i cant be friends with sumone who doesnt accept me...n if she doesnt im sad to lose a good friend...but i really jus dont get it...honestly..i tihnk lacey has a problem with new people...and i can understnad her with that...i like meeting new people...no matter what kind of background they have...if she would give some people a chance she would be a,mazed at how many people she could befriend...i love her i really do...im jus lost right now..a lot on my mind...i love yall *always*...meghan

*mine n sammis song*
Mood:  not sure
*THE PUPPY COMMERCIAL REMIX BABY*
Hello mother hello father, ive been smokin marijuana, coke is good, but crack is better, o shit now im too fucked up to finish this letter~@!

*MEGHAN N SAMMI BFF* haha so original~!

*FUni*
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: accidently in love....
lets see...we dropped tori off at da BANK hehe...after tlkain to lacey ...tori we dont want no one drownin now do we? lol...then went to tha doc...n like was there 2 hourS N only talked to da bitch for like 15min..newayz she informed me i have *a mild case of teenage acne* I WAS LIKE NAH SHIT BITCH...i kinda figured dat out myself...U THA DOC FIX IT...lol...newayz den we went shoppin!i still aint got my damn SHOX~grr...i gota go shoppin for skool vlothes...i got NONE...n skool starts in like...what 4 days...shit...no summer...now sammi feelin me in on what all i missed by not goin to the all nite...lol NUTTIN hhahah...o well i had more fun doin w/e it was i was doin..i cant membver lol...hummm...i jus got off da fone wit *A*..n i guess we cool now...i dont kno still really confused bout da whole deal,,,owell...*scotty doesnt kno*...outr horny guy cell fone song haha...*sammi,tori,jen* haha...fun funf times...hehe...o yea...mmm nvm...nuttin else im done for now ttyl *megz*

*fun fun*
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: nuttin...tori still asleep
lets see yesterday...umm...hada go to skool...WOOHOO im totally done wit summer reading...finally...still got one damn report left..then...went to tha pool...was hot as hell so i came home...n got on hur for a while then went to tha GROCERY STORE..i kno super fun...lol...umm...then got home n tori called..wanted to coem over..so i hada like *half way...so u could see the floor* clean my room so she could come lol...lets see we got on here for a while...umm aleah called n we laughed our asses of...yea uh michael...u pooor child...lol...when mike got off otri was like um ok sleepy time...hhaha...yea so then we watched GOLDEN GIRLS LMAO...n had fun wit da dog...*wakin up hittin my foot on da gun* *damn computer stfu*...then i txted JESS N SHE WAS A BITCH TO ME...uh i wont get into that...newayz...ummm now its da mornin we woked up n COOKED hahaha...I DIDINT BURN nething arent u happy?it wasnt too bad either...then we went back to sleep...haha, well i gota doc appt at 1...so i guess i better go geta shower...so fun...*i love yall* meghan(*

*la*
Now Playing: headstrong
SORRY FOR NOT UPDATIN...omg..linkin parks song breakin the habit is so awesome~!well lets see didn't go to sleep till bout 6...cuz well i was talkin ...then i was coloring lol...then i went to sleep n i hhada friggin orthodontist appt at 11...i didny have a ride...so MY DAMN GRANDMA hada take me...i love her...but she drive like REALLY slow lol...newayz i was spose to get these damn things off 2day...BUT NO...atleast 3 more weeks...newayz tha womenwas haivn sum difficulties wit my mouth n my fone starts ringin n it was tori well i was like ill call ya back...after i talked for a VERY few minutes lol...well that women was like SORRY TO HOLD UP UR SOCIAL LIFE BUT I GOTA JOB TO DO...n i was like dayum can we get a lil bitchier?newayz after dat...went to tha pool...fun stuff...tooka nap...then my cuz who knocked up sum chic*FUGLY CHIC* 2 years ago*and we havent seen him since* came over...me n him usta ne really close...his lil boy ethan is really cute...but now i jus kinda dont like him cuz i mean...he totally jus acted like his whole family didnt exist...newayz...then i drove all the way from my gmas house *opelika* to shanes house*oakbowery* it was awesome lol...im totally geettin better at the drivin thing...mom still freaks a lil on the turns but,,,shell get use to it haha...i tihnk i actually wants shanes truvck now...i mean yea its not extended cab but it in good shape...n a *pimp tite* system already in it...so wouldnt needa be wastin money on dat...all it needs is a lift kit what what~!o yea...i was spose to go to the all nite...but no one was goin so i didnt wanna be a loser n show up lol...now im tlakin to mikee tori n kyle..then hopefully bed...got school tomorrow.~!and a report to type...shit...forgot bout thAT...ill ttyl.*luvz* meghan joyce...

(*yo*)
Mood:  cheeky
Now Playing: *spice girls..haha..not KRIS-DUH*
I slept till 3 cuz i was sleepy i gues...lol...Yes well...i jus gotted in from wonderfulous *aleahs*game...she the only homie in the world i would sit in the frying sun for 4 hours for...it was worth is babez i promise...lol crackin up on third LMAO...*lick dem lips*haha*..n im *grace...yea right*...newayz...then we hada ball at cheeburger cheeburger...actually no b.c. i hada sit wit dem chics n yea...they were gettin a lil too into their convo bout givin head...scurry...n we played a BEAUTIMUS game of TRIVIA lmao~!now im home n bored...my moms in columbus for work...so im all alone...so ima find sumtin to do *holla*meghan...yes...a wonderous name...

FiRst ENtry-
Mood:  not sure
yea well 2days my first entry...so maybe ill tell ya how my weeks been...monday...umm i dont have a clue what i did...tuesday,went to skool,compts were down..so me n aleah went n ate at WAYNEs...n we supposivley left brooke a HUGE mess to pick up haha...wed...i went sumwhere..i cant member lol mall?yea hibbits..i dont think i spelt it right(mike) lol..newayz then movies wit dallas...I ROBOT sucks by the way...i got really confused lol..i tihnk it was sad tho...o n aleah n krista had a CUTE LIL BET GOIN ON ME...what friends yall r..haha...then thur...hada keeo the brat...i usta say brats...but i really do luv peyton...but maryssa jus a demon child...newayz..i lived...oops i got my days mixed up newayz...todays thur...shit...o well...lol...luv yall..meg...